Health update.....

Well...for those of you who've PM'd me or emailed me, I got results of my initial blood tests back and I am NOT pregnant.Which means, there is a more serious issue at hand with my abdomen and they are working on trying to figure out what it is. I'm very tired of eating a mostly liquid diet, it is taking it's toll on me. I'm actually forcing myself to eat sandwiches and lots of crackers, even though solids make me feel VERY ill.

I'll be honest, I'm pretty freaked out by all of this and hope I'm able to be helped or that whatever is going on works it's way out of my system and I'm ok after a bit of time.

*knocking on wood*


I've got some pictures I'm trying to scan onto my computer...so excited they are from when I was a baby all the way to high school. So liking it. (it's the bright part of my nausea filled day)

Nausea...ewwwww

Well I know the current speculation is that I'm preggers.....well according to EPT and First Response, I'm NOT. But the nausea is worse than ever. And no matter what I eat, bland or not...I feel awful when I eat. And if I don't eat I feel sick...it's just an vicious circle. So I'm going to the doctor (my regular doctor, just to clarify) at 3:30pm today. To see what they think.

Yes I do know there is still a chance, but with my digestive history and such I need to make sure it's not something more serious. Especially in light of what has happened with my sister lately.

Nausea sucks

Nausea...it really sucks. It's 4:15am I'm still awake. I've been having really bad nausea since about 8pm. WTF?? I was hungry when I got home from work, I was fine and thirsty. I had food and drank some water, I was fine and then I started feeling sick. I thought maybe because it was tired and stressed about different family issues going on right now. I have no idea. I'm exhausted, but everytime I lay down I feel like I'm going to hurl.

I'm thirsty but I'm afraid to drink water for feeling to full, does that make any sense?? Oh well.I'm hoping this is just temporary. Maybe I should just make myself lay down and hopefully I'll go to sleep. Ugh I hate feeling like this.

I've been perfectly fine all weekend and all the way through Tuesday. Today was good too...it was after I got home and relaxed. Ick.